click on it.

whooo!
i think i'm poor shit now.
cause nessa tried to live the high life.
yesterday.
eat and eat.
went to swensens with one of my classmate.
had a sandwhich.
yum yum.
and some white chocolate blondie thing.
it had yummy pie and ice cream on it!
something like apple cumble.
but not the same.
i dont even know what i'm talking about.
haha.

and then i met my friend.
and we went to jacks place.
althought neither one of us were that hungry.
so i don't know why we orders so much also.
lamb and chicken combo.
potato skin.
yumyum(:
my soup.
there was garlic bread, but he ate it for me.
i ate the fishy for teh combo.
while my friend savoured on the lamb.
and two slices of tomato, one slice of cucumber and A SPOONFUL of corn.
my friend likes to make me eat veggies.
i don't know why.
he says that it is to make me prettier.
haha.
oh well.

bestfriend;
i'm gaining weight ok!
cause im eating ohsomuch!
like.
5 meals a day.
so don't worry.
by the time you see me.
i'll be back to where i was.
fat a chubby.
like the way you like it.
alright?

prince;
sorry!
that i didn't support the match today.
noone told me by the way.
and i was kinda upset that you all lost.
but no worries.
chin up all!
you all will do better.
haha.
alright?

i don't want to.
but i really am going to do this.
and it won't be long.
until i do.

i hate it when i have time alone to myself.
cause when i have nothing to do.
i think.
and i hate to think.

i've never given you a reason.
but you've given me every reason to do so.
where do i stand?
really?
honestly?
where do i stand?
or am i the one you look for when you have no one else?
and expect me to be there all the same.
even after you have neglected me.
i don't want you to do this because its an obligation.
you don't have to let me know.
cause i can see it in your actions.


its real late.
about a quarter to one.
i'm thinking about everything we've become
and i hate it, i thought we could make it.
but i'm ready to scratch this.
i saw her pictures in the letters she sent.
you had me thinking you were out.
with your friends, i'm so foolish.
played me like i'm stupid.
cause i thought it was just you and i.
now i look back on the time that we spent.
and i, see it in my mind.
playing it over and over again.
cause boy right now, you got me breaking down.
and i jsut cna't figure out why.
but this is what you said.
we ride
when we ride, we ride
its till the day that we die.
we used to say
when we ride, we ride
its till the day that we die.
visions i my mind of the day we met.
you showed me things that i'll never forget.
took me swimming in the ocean
you had my head up in the clouds
made me feel like i'm floating.
you think i'm playing.
when you know its the truth,
no one else can do it quite like i do.
all my kisses and my loving.
but ain't nobody better than us.
i guess its over indeffinatley.
but you and i know.
its not that easy to let go of everything.
that we planned and start all over again.
just blame it on yourself cause you blew it.
i won't forget how you do it.
my sweet baby this is where the game ends.
now, somehow, wanna believe
you and me we can figure it out.